1. |
Check My
02:11
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Check My Direction
Check my inflection
Steal my intention
Reel my indenture
Check my check my
Check
Check
Check
my end
Lose my Erection
Make my inflection
Spinal Intention
Oh
Find my
Find my
Find my indentured one
inflectured one
I donkt really know why Im recording but
Ijust wanna say thank you
For blanketing me
And pulling something out of me
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2. |
It's Oliver !!
02:50
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God’s not catholic
That has been buried under a lot
He’s not catholic
That’s stupid what makes you think you’re so special?
He’s for all of us no matter how you talk to him.
I’m excited to shine
I’m excited to shine
Oh! Get your heart broken. Lose someone you love! Uh, Um. Fall in love all over again! Find yourself in a hole that you don’t think you can get out of and get out of it.
You cant love anybody, you are dangerous! Because you have no way of, you have no way of learning humility. You have no way of learning that other people suffer. And no way to use your suffering and theirs to get from one place to another. In Short you fail the human responsibility, which is to love eachother.
I can’t decide what is grreater, my desire to express and be myself, or my fear of losing her. And my fear of having her blood on my hands. But are they even on my hands?
Makes me weep to feel the history of you. Your flesh beneath my hands. In a time of so much loss. To feel the movement of your flesh beneath my palms as you twist and turn over to one side, to create a series of gestures, to reach around my neck to draw me nearer. All these moments’ll be lost in time like tears in rain.
Son of a bitch God!
Do you know Oliver?
Bitch
Oh, It’s Ol
Oh shit!
Are we gonna make it?
I dont know.
If I could attach our blood vessels so that we could become each other I would.
And I want people to want me.
I’ll take good care of it Oliver.
Butcha cant want that, motherfucker. You cannot want that. Just do what makes you happy..
Bitch!
And I’m not tryna train myself out of wanting love. But I’m tryna… I’m tryna train myself to just give myself that love, that I that I want. And to not feel like that it can only come from the other person. Or that it can also, you know, come from friends or like, habits I have or passions and not just like, one partner that I’m tryna squeeze everything out of.
When I put my hands on your body, on your flesh, I feel the history of that body.
All my great memories of Oliver.
No body, no man, and no woman is precisely what they think they are - Love is where you find it. And you don’t know where it’ll carry you. And it is a terrifying thing, love. it’s the only human possibility but it’s terrifying.
Now Caarre Ssshelpmeoff Loooooove
Aw I love you so much
I’m so proud of you, yeah I am.
Oliver got so thoroughly dunked on so fast.
He’s the male Mother Teresa
Ahaha hA Ha hA Ha
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3. |
Slowdowndonturnround
02:12
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Ya dont even know how I even sleep
Ya won’t even slow down for me
for me
Ya wont even
even
even
even
Ya wont even
even
Slow
Ya wont even
even
even
even
Ya wont even
even
Sloowwwwwwwwwwwwww down
SloOoOoOoooooooooooww down
Keep tryna skip town
Wont even slow down
Keep tryna wait around
make you frown and
Find
No no round
no no dont turn round
You keep tryin to skip town
tryin to build around
wont even slow down
make time
for life
Gogo Gogo then
Slow down
Slow down
Slow down
dont/please
slowdown
go then
Askin
for
the
Slooooooo0o0o0ooooow
You won’t even.
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4. |
Flakey
03:31
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Bad signal, white noise
hang it up and call again.
Sad single white boy
all the flaking’s left him read
And I know why Im talking to ghosts
their body’s so far
the thought of you’s close.
Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging system-
well hang it up and call me
superstitious baby. ghosts of maybe raise the dead.
and Flake off the fake close ohhh I’m distant(ce) but I’d rather be -
Yeah
I'd rather be
Dancin
Dancin
(rather be)
Dancin
Dancin
(rather be)
Dancin
Dancin
Ohhhh
---
We know your time is valuable
thank you for holding
Someone will be with you
as soon as possible
Thank you for your call
We appreciate your business
And the opportunity
To assist you
Someone will be with you
as soon as possible
We know you
We know you
We know you value holding time
Because time is valuable
We know you want to feel valuable
Because you are valuable
We know you
want someone
Or Some time
To hold you
Even if its just a phone call
Because that makes it feel possible
The waiting makes it feel
soon
As soon as
possible
As soon as
a
as soon as
---
Guessin again at your mood I-
fixin my signal my noise n my reach.
constructin your vision twice removed
ghostly decisions make visible silence, you
say im afraid of changing
but changins afraid of me
Everyone’s flakin
oh
but we will be
Dancin
(we will be)
Dancin
(we will be)
Dancin
(we will be)
Dancin
oh we'll be
Dancin
(we will be)
Dancin
(oh we will be)
Dancin
(we will be)
Dancin
Dancin round
soon
Dancin round and round and round and round
and back again
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5. |
⌘N
04:04
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I knew you then and I see you now.
So why, don’t it ease you now?
Tie, button shirt, khaki’s pleated down.
Your lie has been seeded now.
If I drew you how I knew you would you sue me for infringement.
copyrighted pastey cuts, control exxings tightened buts.
Only question I been makin new is why did I chosse me for savin
Why did I choose me for savin over you?
I knew you then and I loved you babe?
So why did you grow away.
I knew you then, you were with me then
So I’ll stay in history then.
If you drew me how you knew me
would you fold me, name and threw me?
Copy paper, tone, and ink.
Check reflection at the sink.
Only question key commanding you
Is why did I choose me for saving over you?
why did I choose me for saving over you?
Over you
I knew there was sometin over you baby
I could see it but I couldn’t name it.
So help me name it.
Let the only thing we bring into this world be a name for what we couldn’t stop.
How about somethin from the top?
If we drew this how we knew it, could we hold it and renew it
Oh my baby, can we stop?
Hold me back before I drop.
Old revisions keep correcting me.
Eah Babe
Why should I choose me for saving over me?
Oh why should I choose me for savin over me?
Loooover me.
Run it again run it again run it again.
Coo- uh- a- as-
That was cool.
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6. |
Beendue
02:24
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I been due for something
Bout a year by now
feel it coming round.
So if I don’t lose someone
Something or somehow,
It’s me who’s goin down.
And when I’m finally put under,
Take these sunken wants
And plant them in the soil.
Doubtful, debted warnings
Grow funny family stories.
Ok but
When I lose all my loved ones
Will you still stick around?
Try to hold me down?
And if I learn to love my losing,
Is the lesson finally found?
Or did it
hide away somehow
Laughing, full and proud?
A Cursed, Liminal Shroud.
I’m tryna be-
right out loud.
Hold me baby-
Hold my ground.
Oh.
Ohhhh
Ooo Oh
Oh Whoooaaaaauhhhhhh
If I don’t lose someone
something or somehow.
Will you still come around?
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7. |
12point
01:40
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8. |
Doin Good Dyin
02:41
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I guess I been too tired
refresh reload retry
I press replay
too blessed to pray
I guess I been too right
I hope no one will fight
I been called liar and
I been rewiring
Since you hopped off my mind
you seem to me more kind
I been vibin
Doing good dying
I got visions
from your visits
of the future
and its good to you
Oh I guess.
OH
aOh god Oh god
OoO0000E3W543OOGODFGAAAAaahhhh
__~~
I guess I been too wired
real friends read no reply
I been caught tryin
Kinda sought shynesss
I guess I been on fire
regret dont seem to lie
Homies keep silent
Homey means cryin
I got visits
from your visions
of the future
and I'm good to you.
---__~~~__---
----v-----v-----
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9. |
Rephoria
02:54
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are you a gurl or giy
or what do you like?
what do you go by
right now?
make the mountains hum
make rising sun
you make where you go
and where you come from
I wont speak of you
when you are gone.
pronouns wont be used,
no third person.
listen to this song
at night at home
you can sing along
as loud as you can.
holy visions
make shitty songs
but make some conversation
right, or wrong.
are you a guy or girl
or somethin real?
what are you goin to
right now?
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10. |
Babysong (feat. Julesy)
05:03
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Oh my baby
Why I gotta feel so damn crazy?
No one pays me
Pays me for the pain im spendin lately
No one
pays me
Pays me mind n I find that I mind, maybe.
And I aint seen sunshine in 72 hours but
dont cry cuz
Sometimes I just feel so high,
high above my life
Dont you die on me baby
Dont fret dont cry, aint healthy, stable -
Youre really so able
Come crawl out of the cradle.
I like helpin u realize
I love you babe but dont ask why.
Try to save me
I will recognize who finally saves me.
Everyone hates me
Hates me for not showin up enough lately.
But you dont
hate me.
You don't even try to change me.
And I aint told some lies
Since heaven and you fought for me all night but
I still never seen you cry.
...did I make you lie?
Come on lie down with me baby
Make up, dont fuss, dont be so selfish
Im sorry I held this
Now dont leave me helpless
Dont you wanna see me cry?
Hold me now, dont ask why.
n Dont be precious
u aint Odessa
Dont get tensedup
A break wont bend ya
I know your anxious
Defense offends ya
Im tryin my best...
Dont feel precious
u aint Odessa
Dont get tensedup
A break wont bend ya
I know your anxious
Defense offends ya
tryin my best for you
Makin a mess of all of it
Pervertedly watchin you spin
I can’t confess you out of it
love you most in memory
memory...
Oh my baby.
My Babe.
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11. |
'Evermind
03:41
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It’s never so easy when it’s someone who cares
It’s never It’s never It’s never It’s never
It’s never just leaving when it’s someone who's there
It’s never it’s never it’s never it’s never
It’s never just bleeding when the blood’s runnin fair
It’s never it’s never it’s never it’s never
It’s never so freeing when your past’s unaware
It’s never it’s never it’s never it’s never
It's never so freein
Oh
Uh
Ou
And it’s always another that say’s its okay
It’s always it’s always it’s always it’s always
And it’s aways a lover that helps you forget
It’s always it’s always it’s always it’s always
It’s always your children that get you forgiven
It’s always it’s always it’s always it’s always
It's always a never that keeps you forever
It’s always it’s always it’s always it’s always
Evermind
'Evermind
Evermind
'Evermind
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12. |
That's Oliver !!
06:26
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If you can, if you could tell your future self something about like how you feel right now like the, the high you're experiencing right now, what would it be?
Um-
Oliver your voice sounds great.
Noone ever thinks their voice sounds good when they hear it.
But trust me, it sounds good.
You know Oliver I don't like hearing my voice,
my speaking voice recorded.
But I know that
that um
That it still sounds good because other people say it does
~
So you shouldn't be afraid of being heard.
What are you doing now?
I'm going down
And I'm
And I'm getting
I'm
So fuckin
down.
Why oh why oh why oh
Why did I ever leave o-
No, Why did I wander to see what lies yonder?
Why did I ever leave home?
Why oh why oh why oh...
Yeah but this is for other people to hear so they can see you and hear you.
It's not so much for you.
Okay.
Yeah.
It's a whole nother mystery now.
It's a whole nother mystery now.
Okay
I've no end.
Gotta rent.
God send.
Ima rare.
God let.
God send.
Gotta rare
I'm okay.
God wait.
God lay.
I'm a sale
Gotta have.
Gotta ween.
Gotta hey.
Gotta have.
Gotta live.
Oh.
Okay.
~
Check my intention
Check my reflection
Check my deception
Check my direction
Check my protection
Check my direction
~
Whoa
A shooting star
in the same place as before.
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